What we have here is a person who thought they were easy going, foot loose, fancy free, no worries, h-a-p-p-y. Ha!
And then someone comes along and hands you some change--change that affects you on more than one level. Not just a routine changing change, but change that changes comfort and a relationship.
So where's your Que Sera Sera now?? Huh?
I find it both fascinating and bothersome that you can live with yourself for decades and still be surprised when an event affects you deeper than you would ever guess.
Okay enough with the mourning! Soldier up! We need you out here!